Diam itu banyak artinya. Diam itu marah. Diam itu
bosan. Diam itu kecewa. Diam itu takut. Diam itu setuju. Diam itu tidak ada
pilihan lain. Bahkan…Diam itu damai. Diam itu nyaman. Diam itu indah. Diam itu…
terlalu sulit diartikan dalam satu kata. Bahkan ketika sahabatku, Aris terdiam
pun, aku kadang masih ragu mengartikannya sebagai apa, entah ia sedih, kecewa,
takut, atau bahkan marah. Aku pun kadang tak berharap seseorang dapat
mengartikan arti diamku, bahkan kadang suatu waktu aku membiarkan orang-orang
kebingungan dengan aksi diamku. Aku sengaja membuat mereka menerka-nerka apa
yang aku pikirkan, tanpa memberikan penjelasan. Aku akan terus membiarkan
diamku menjadi rahasiaku dan tak mengungkitnya kembali. Kadang ada saat dimana
aku tidak ingin dimengerti, aku hanya ingin melakukan apapun yang aku mau,
tanpa menjelaskan pada orang lain apa yang aku lakukan, setidaknya aku
meringankan mereka, sehingga mereka tidak perlu repot-repot memikirkan apakah
yang aku lakukan itu baik atau buruk, bukan?
peace love and gaul
who I am
kinda miss writing about something here
I am not gonna say that I was busy, even though I was really busy in my mind, to be an excuse.
I just do not know how to manage my time, although I have a lot of free time.
but I ain't gonna tell about my activity now, I am going to spit another thing out. Just lemme start it.
Identity is expensive. Existence is high-priced. Both of them cost an arm and a leg.
People, if you wanna have them, you need to do something.
sometimes, you need to cull between Identity or your boyfriend/girlfriend.
sometimes, you have to leave your job to finally be yourself.
sometimes, you ought to get out of your family's line to be not one's own.
if you dare to do something then you deserve the identity,
but if you do not, do not expect a thing.
peace love and gaul
Niklaus Mikaelson
ok it is enough. But you admit it that he is loving, don't you? I think there’s as much room for good in Niklaus as there is for evil in Tyler. We all have it inside of us. I do not even have any idea why Caroline choose Tyler. Dear writer, please stop hurting Klaus since you hurt me too, sincerely someone that really want to be Klaus' girlfriend, ok it's me. I should stop this since it made me desperate cause I will never find boyfriend like him, yet I still post his photos! enjoy it, but be careful he bites.
Too much evil in one photo. |
peace love and gaul
The Lie and The Trusted Lie