Diam itu banyak artinya. Diam itu marah. Diam itu bosan. Diam itu kecewa. Diam itu takut. Diam itu setuju. Diam itu tidak ada pilihan lain. Bahkan…Diam itu damai. Diam itu nyaman. Diam itu indah. Diam itu… terlalu sulit diartikan dalam satu kata. Bahkan ketika sahabatku, Aris terdiam pun, aku kadang masih ragu mengartikannya sebagai apa, entah ia sedih, kecewa, takut, atau bahkan marah. Aku pun kadang tak berharap seseorang dapat mengartikan arti diamku, bahkan kadang suatu waktu aku membiarkan orang-orang kebingungan dengan aksi diamku. Aku sengaja membuat mereka menerka-nerka apa yang aku pikirkan, tanpa memberikan penjelasan. Aku akan terus membiarkan diamku menjadi rahasiaku dan tak mengungkitnya kembali. Kadang ada saat dimana aku tidak ingin dimengerti, aku hanya ingin melakukan apapun yang aku mau, tanpa menjelaskan pada orang lain apa yang aku lakukan, setidaknya aku meringankan mereka, sehingga mereka tidak perlu repot-repot memikirkan apakah yang aku lakukan itu baik atau buruk, bukan?
 peace love and gaul

kinda miss writing about something here
I am not gonna say that I was busy, even though I was really busy in my mind, to be an excuse.
I just do not know how to manage my time, although I have a lot of free time.
but I ain't gonna tell about my activity now, I am going to spit another thing out. Just lemme start it.
Identity is expensive. Existence is high-priced. Both of them cost an arm and a leg.
People, if you wanna have them, you need to do something.
sometimes, you need to cull between Identity or your boyfriend/girlfriend.
sometimes, you have to leave your job to finally be yourself.
sometimes, you ought to get out of your family's line to be not one's own.
if you dare to do something then you deserve the identity,
but if you do not, do not expect a thing.

peace love and gaul

OMG I can't stop. Help me. He is arousing, being erotically attractive to others, so flirtatious, beautiful, charming, desirable, and extremely hot. This son of unnamed wolf and a witch named Esther is the original vampire and hybrids in The Vampire Diaries. I've watched the series since senior high school and until now I can't stop. At first I fell into Damon Salvatore, ok, I don't stop loving him too, but in this time I am not going to tell you about him, yet I will post one of many this adorable vampire photos, only one because this post belongs to Niklaus, then in season 2 I hardly can close my eyes and my attention hardly can be distracted from Niklaus Mikaelson.

ok it is enough. But you admit it that he is loving, don't you? I think there’s as much room for good in Niklaus as there is for evil in Tyler. We all have it inside of us. I do not even have any idea why Caroline choose Tyler. Dear writer, please stop hurting Klaus since you hurt me too, sincerely someone that really want to be Klaus' girlfriend, ok it's me. I should stop this since it made me desperate cause I will never find boyfriend like him, yet I still post his photos! enjoy it, but be careful he bites.

Too much evil in one photo.

 
peace love and gaul

The short fictional prose is a kind of narrative. Some people called it a short story. In any type of narrative, short story or others, everyone is allowed to give an opinion that the story is a lie or even a truth. Nevertheless in fact, every truth in the story is only a lie only with some justification which is highly subjective. Furthermore nowadays, people cannot separate the fictional from the non-fictional.

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hello again. I am back, I am really sorry I can not even write at least one post in this blog since I was in college. It does not mean I have no time but I just do not know what to write or what to share.So many thing that I passed in these months. I meet so many beautiful boys, I learn so many new things, I have so many new friends and I still even can not forget you. I laugh at different things, I wear different fashion line, I change the colour of my hair, I go out in different times, I live in different city, yet I still remember every detail things that we had together, that we shared together. did it suck? yes it sucked so much. I do not try to blame you. It is not abviously your fault, I just wonder what you have been doing that make me so in love with you. I wish I could forget our sweet memories and make the new one with new person, yet when I tried I almost always failed. Can you imagine that? you do not need to. Well, I am not that moron, I still am happy with my life, I enjoy every moment, sometimes I have a crush at boy then I do not have it anymore. I just wonder when I can have another you or I just can't? When I said I have another you, I have no one in my heart.
peace love and gaul