Like sugar on the hot black berry..
Different than the ordinary
You are the sweetest berry on vine
Nice dream my mood booster (I ain't you mood booster anymore, am I?) :)
Night..
Archive for 2011
yanto's
I love you
I like your smile I like your style
But that’s not why I love you
I like the way you’re such a star
But that’s not why I love you
I like how you keep your cool
When I am complicated
But that’s not why I love you
do you feel me? Do you feel what I feel, too? do you need me?
You’re so beautiful
But that’s not why I love you
I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you Just you
the reason I love you is all that we’ve been through
And that’s why I love you
-avril lavigne
9-12-2011
A gift from you
ketika duniaku sendiri dan masih terbawa kesedihan yang larut
aku pikir tak ada lagi bulan yang menerangi bintang di malam hari
selintas pun tak ada yang bercahaya terang dihatiku
ketika dunia aku rubah dan berusaha mencari jati diri yang baru
ternyata masih tetap ku tutup hati ini
namun tanpa disangka aku menemukan bulan yang lebih nyaman denganmu
diriku nyata seperti bintang yang hanya satu di langit
aku ingin abadi seperti bintang menemani bulan kemanapun ia berada
di saat melihat beribu bintang, tapi hanya satu yang paling indah bersinar bersama bulan
thank you the most !
.....
dear new girlfriend,
Everything he tells you now,he told me first...
I'm fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine I'm Fine
I'm not Fine
another random
sad story
Instead.
In anger the girl threw the bear on
The road.
The boy want 2 take it back but
Was hit by a coming car and died.
At his funeral,
The girl hugged the bear and the
Machine in it spoke:
“Will you marry me?
Guess what she found a ring inside it.
RePost : it's so similar to me HaHa
Boy: I broke up with her.
with love ♥
SuperHeavy ♥
Mick Jagger has teamed up with Eurythmics founder Dave Stewart, soul singer Joss Stone, Academy Award winning composer and global superstar A.R.Rahman and reggae star Damian “Jr Gong” Marley to form a cooperative project called SuperHeavy.
This diverse and eclectic line up who share eleven Grammy Awards between them, have been recording together in various studios around the world, with the majority of the tracks on the project laid down over three weeks in Los Angeles earlier this year. Their self titled debut album will be unveiled in September and tracks include the first single ‘Miracle Worker’, plus ‘One Day One Night’, ‘Energy’, ‘Unbelievable,’ ‘SuperHeavy,’ I Can’t Take It No More,’ ‘You’re Never Gonna Change’ and ‘I Don’t Mind.’
It’s little wonder that Stewart refers to SuperHeavy as, “A mad alchemist type experiment“. Fusing the talents of one of the greatest front-men of all time, a two time Academy award winning Indian composer, a soul vocal prodigy, a three time Grammy winning reggae star, and one of the most sought after producers in the world, you would expect the explosive results to defy categorisation.
they are really amazing. I love their new genre :)source: http://www.superheavy.com/
with love ♥
meeeeeeeehh
secret
dear blog, I have a secret. can you promise me you wont tell anyone?
I know you will...
I have six wonder girls. They are girls who always be there when I'm down.
They are girls who tell whole world that I'm strong enauf. They are girls who make me feel so special.
God, if you read this. Tell them I love them. I just can't say it directly. I miss them.
and I wish they have someone out there who always be there when they're down. someone that tell whole world they're strong enauf. and someone who makes them so special. and the last.. I wish that someone is me..
I never wanna lose u girls. Fighting for our future :D see you in the future fah :D
the story of us
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say, "They're the lucky ones."
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.
Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
So many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter.
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
And you're doing your best to avoid me.
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
This is looking like a contest,
Of who can act like they care less,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now., now, now.
And we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah?
I don't know what to say, since the twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
The end.
my stuff
Random
Red : *crying*
Green : Hi red. what cha doin here?
Red : *wipe her tears* waiting a colour to come back
Green : em.. is it blue?
Red : absolutely yes.
Green : don't u think, you're just wasting ur time? Come on red. Wake up. There will be another colour to fix u.
Red : I just feel that he's the only one who can fix me
Green : just open ur heart. there's another colour who wanna be with u. wanna fix you. wanna give u their everything and won't ever leave u lyk blue did to u.
Red : I don't have any idea abt it. I have noone now. I just need my blue.
Green : You dont need blue because he's just gonna make ur day becomes blue day
Red : then what shud I do now?
Green : Look around.. Find another colour..
Red : *lookaround* no one's here except u hahaha kidding :p
Green : Just be with me then. Because I'm gonna fix you.
Red : it ain't that easy..
Green : I know at least we try it first. would u like to try it?
Red : I have no reason to say no.. why not?
Green : then prepare urself red I'm gonna make ur day beautiful than before
Thanks green to treat me lyk I'm so special. Tell me everything's okay.. I wish you can prove me that there's still boy that I can trust :D
Another 14.07
That number used to be ours but now. It has different meaning. Dear 7, I'm into you sincerely your 14 :D
is that word that u called love?
when u said you loved me and then you leave me... emm sorry, Is that meaning of love? If it's lyk that I don't wanna hear and trust that things anymore..
Absurd
cuma tulisan..
Sejuknya sore ini.. hujan membasahi pinggiran kota ini. Entah kenapa aku sangat suka suasana hujan seperti ini, damai.. seperti ada luang untuk menikmati hidup yang berat ini. Hidup yang berat? Haha apa yang barusan aku pikirkan, aku cuma remaja 16 tahun yang masih labil sudah bisa bilang hidup ini berat heem terlalu hiperbolis memang, tapi.. itu yang aku rasain saat ini. Klasik memang, masalahnya cuma cinta dan persahabatan. Tapi masalah klasik itulah yg sampai saat ini belom bisa aku kendalikan. Aku gadis biasa yang tidak memiliki sesuatu yang spesial. Semuanya tampak biasa, sama seperti yang lain. Perasaanku bertepuk sebelah tangan. Aku punya sahabat-sahabat. Dan orang tua. Biasa bukan? Yang tidak biasa adalah perasaan aku terhadap dia lebih dari kata suka. Yang tidak biasa adalah sahabat-sahabat superku. Yang tidak biasa adalah my super parents. Hari-hari aku lewati seperti biasa, memandang dia dari jauh, mengharap dia mengirimkan sebuah sms dan juga sekedar senyum terhadapku. Harapan yang aku punya juga biasa, aku berharap dia punya perasaan yang sama dengan ku. Aku begitu dalam terhadapnya. Dan aku tidak pernah mencoba sekalipun untuk berpaling darinya. Tapi itu semua sebelum aku tahu bahwa sahabatku menyukaiku. Mengejutkan.. bukan ini buan sekedar mengejutkan tapi juga membuat bingung. Dia yang selalu mendengarkan keluhanku tentang cowok itu, aku juga tahu jelas siapa cewek yang ia taksir tapi.. kenapa semua ini jadi membingunkan. Entah apa yang aku pikirkan saat itu, aku juga berkata bahwa aku menyukainya. Terbawa suasana, ya itu alasan paling tepat buatku saat itu. Aku pikir aku akan sangat bodoh bila aku hanya terpaku pada cowok yang belom tentu membalas perasaanku dan menyia-nyiakan cowok yang ada dihadapanku. Aku percaya dengan qouters "Lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend". Terbukti memang, hari-hariku bukan hari-hari yang biasa lagi. Aku selalu tersenyum ketika membuka mata dan tersenyum sebelum menutup mataku. Aku merasa begitu spesial. Aku merasa aku sudah melupakan cowok yang sejak dulu aku tunggu. Aku tak menyesal dulu aku hanya sekedar terbawa suasana membalas perasaan sahabatku. Karna jelas dia tahu bagaimana memperlakukan aku, dan tahu apa yang harus dia lakukan ketika aku sedang sedih. Dia menemaniku menonton film romantis yang aku tahu saat itu dia sama sekali tidak menonton film itu. Dia mau mengantarku kemana aku pergi hanya sekadar agar bisa bersamaku. Tak lupa dia mengingatkan aku untuk tetap menjaga kesehatanku disaat aku tau dialah orang yang sedang sakit saat itu. Bahkan dia mau menonton film band kesukaanku hanya untuk membuatku senang. Setiap bertemu dia bilang bahwa dia menyayangiku dengan menatapku dalam-dalam agar aku yakin bahwa dia benar-benar menyayangiku. Ceritaku bukan lagi cerita biasa. Itu yang ada dibenakku semenjak aku memiliki dia disampingku bukan sebagai sahabat tetapi lebih dari itu. Tapi ternyata hidup tidak terlihat semudah itu. Dia sahabatku, dekat dengan teman lesnya. Standar memang, Aku cemburu melihat dia dengan yang lain. Sebenernya aku hanya butuh kalimat sanggahan. Tapi ternyata dia tidak menyanggah bahwa dia memang dekat dengan perempuan itu. Entah mengapa feeling ku kuat bahwa mereka saling menyukai. Aku takut. Dan perasaaan takut inilah yang mengubah semuanya. Aku takut dia pergi meninggalkan ku sehingga aku berakting seperti aku menemukan seseorang yang lain. Aku takut dia tak ada waktu untukku sehingga aku selalu memintanya untuk bersamaku lebih dari biasanya. Aku takut dia tidak memberi kabar padaku sehingga aku yang memulai untuk menanyakan kabarnya. Tapi ternyata usahaku tidak cukup. Dia memang harus pergi. Dan dia memang sudah pergi. Aku bukan merasa aku paling sakit dalam masalah ini, tapi aku hanya tidak sekuat yang ada dalam pikiranmu wahai sahabatku. Sebelumnya aku minta maaf, aku cuma mau jujur bahwa sebenarnya tidak pernah ada cowok lain. Mereka hanya teman biasa, tak lebih. I just dont wanna seem too weak. I know u found ur happiness with her. Keep going. I just wanna tell u a lil secret " I do miss and love u too much" :)
your love is a lie
sekali aja gue galau yah del, boleh kan yah? :p
"Your Love Is A Lie"
I fall asleep by the telephone
It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone
Tell me where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same
Cause I can feel that you're gone
I can't bite my tongue forever
While you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories
But don't take me for a fool
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you
And do you think about me when he fucks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don't try to say you're sorry
Or try to make it right
Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late.
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know,
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
It's nothing but a lie
(Lie)
You're nothing but a lie
You can tell me that there's nobody else
(But I feel it)
You can tell me that you're home by yourself
(But I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want
But I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
(Lie)
I know you're nothing but a lie
(Lie)
Lie
(Lie)
Lie
You're nothing but a lie
Lie
Your love is just a lie
share aja :D
I don't know about this but I love it
Politik.. kata yang paling menjijikan yang pernah didenger sama banyak orang.. tapi entah kenapa gue interesting banget sama hal2 about that. Lo pernah denger ucapannya Soekarno gak "Pemuda yang ingin mengubah negaranya adalah Pemuda ang mau belajar politik" Gue jujur masih belom ngerti2 banget sama politik di indonesia tapi gue mau ngerti tentang itu. Politik itu kayak dibutuhkan kecerdasan lebih. Kalo lo jadi dokter lo cuma ngikutin prosedur pasien lo sembuh. Kalo lo jadi Ilmuan, lo cukup membedakan mana yang bener dan mana yang salah. Tapi kalo lo berada di ranah politik, lo harus bisa milih diantara yang salah.. lo harus cukup bijak milih mana pilihan yang mendekati kebenaran. dan gak semua orang bisa ngelakuin itu. NO OFFENSE SOB penilaian subjektif haha
friendship and...love
Friendship and Love. Ini kayak dua hal yang gak bisa dipisahin. Percaya gak kalo sahabat cewek dan cowok itu gak ada yang murni?. I DO BELIEVE IT! Jangan munafik guys, mungkin pas baca ini lo bakal bilang "gue sama sahabat gue gak ada perasaan apa2 kok" tapi lo gak mau kehilangan dia kan? dan kalo ntar dia udah punya cewek baru berasa deh cintanya. Gue mau sedikit buka mata kalian aja. Buat lo yang sayang sama sahabat lo dan gak berani bilang, itu adalah saat dimana lo harus menahan nafsu lo demi sahabat lo. Jangan terpengaruh sama cerita film yang indah2 karna itu belom tentu terjadi di hidup lo. Buat lo yang berantem sama sahabat lo, karna sekarang udah mantan. Mending lo minta maaf deh karna lo tau persahabatan itu indah sob! Jangan mau kalah sama gengsi dan ego lo masing2 :D and Buat lo yang lagi bahagia sama sahabat lo karna dia juga sayang sama lo, You're Lucky, because You ain't the rule!. Gue cuma liat fakta sekitar aja.. banyak bgt sahabat cewek dan cowok yang saling mencintai satu sama lain.. tapi end up nya gak bagus sob.. coba lo tanamin pemikiran kayak gini "It's not abt I'm lucky in love with my bestfriend, but It's abt I'm lucky to make my love becomes my bestfriend" Coba buat cowok lo sendiri bestfriend lo. Itu baru namanya lucky ;;) udah dulu ah.. have a nice weekend guys!
IT'S YOU
best-friend
Have you told ur bestfirend that u love them so much?. I'M SURE U HAVE ALREADY TOLD THAT. But if i ask u, Do you ever prove that u will be ur bestf side everytime they need you? I DOUBT THAT!! I will prove it to you. When you're sad, do you ever notice that ur bestf is the one who wipe ur tears? and when you're happy, they will be there to say "I'm happy if you're happy". huuuh it's so last year. everyone say that. "I know that my bestfriend there when i'm sad or i'm happy. that's why i love them blablablabla" but is there anyone try to be there (their bestfriend side) when their bestfriend need them? I don't think so. Sometime the only one who understand me is the only one who don't know me at all. they call STRANGERS. No Offense.
with love ♥
future depends on you
hello there<3
udah lama gak blogging.. kanjeeen bets decc hoho. I wanna tell u sth. sekarang aku kelas 12 lohh. and it makes me gettin' nervous when i hear 'SNMPTN'. aku percaya sesuatu yang diinginkan akan 80% tecapai daripada hanya diucapkan. tapi aku jugapercaya kalo keinginan tanpa usaha hanya akan jadi mimpi belaka. wish me luck guys!
with love ♥
The beatles atau Rolling stones?
Get a New Life
hello bloggey ;;)
long time no see, i miss you a lot
i wanna tell you about something. something terrible
i feel like... i need unknown places to take rest of this big tired life
get it? i dunno what i feel. rasanya gue gak bisa ketawa puas deh
ada yang ilang. gatau apa. tapi bukan hape kok, apalagi flashdisk #okeinirandom
kalo mau dibilang galau si enggak tapi kalo dibilang gak kenapa-kenapa itu bohong
gue pengen cerita tp gatau sama siapa
kalo pun gue tau gue mau cerita sama siapa tapi gue gatau mau cerita apa
bingung gak? gue aja yg nulis bingung HAHA
udah ah bingung mau cerita apa hehe :p
with love ♥
moron
dear someone,
you know what? you're such a batch of trash!
lo cuma bisa gede2in masalah doang tau gak?
make yourself usefull dear!!
lo cuma buat a tiny problem becomes HUGE problem!
lo kira dengan lo nagis semuanya selesai hah? dengan lo ngelukain diri lo semuanya bisa selesai?hah?
nothing you can do with all of that
lo cuma bisa ngelukain orang lain tau!
don't ever think that you're the one that hurt in this problem
kita semua sakit! kita semua mikirin gimana caranya buat bangkit
tapi gak kayak lo
gue gatau harus apa buat ngadein semua nething lo ke gue dan yang lainnya
tapi yang jelas, gue cuma mau ngasih tau lo
kalo someday, negative thinking lo bakal buat diri lo sendiri tersiksa
itu sih pilihan lo yah, tapi sory gue gak ikutan
with love ♥
formspring.me
ask everything and i'll tell you something http://formspring.me/niasaraswati
YOUNG GREEN LEADERS 2011
YOUNG GREEN LEADERS 2011
great even ever :D
jadi gini loh bloggey, gue, dinda (@dindarambe) sama christine yohana siaturi daftar sebuah perlombaan, nah di perlombaan itu kalo kita bisa lolos seminar kita akan ikut camp. Awalnya gue dkk udah Hopeless banget gara2 liat twitternya @khaniyalaksmi :P dia udah di sms sama tim ygl sedangkan kami belom dapat sms. kami kira kami gagal. eh surprise banget besok paginya ternyata giliran gue dan teman2 yang dapet sms. SENENG banget pas baca sms dari kak aranta waktu itu. then kita berangkat buat camp~ campnya emang cuma dua hari. tapi persahabatan yang gue dapet disana bakal selamanya :D. disana gue ketemu orang2 amazing, orang2 yang jadi sumur ilmu buat gue. gue bener2 gak bisa berenti ngomong kalo depan mereka. gue pengen nanya semua yang gue belom tau. tapi gue yakin that's impossible haha. Gue ketemu sama tama yang anak biker(he looks like smarter that he is), ketemu didi yang anak pencinta alam , ketemu gocha yang jago mijit :p ketemu nina yang multitalented, ketemu sama jaka yang lucu banget :D ketemu sama cacha yang latahan gara2 gue panik dia ikutan panik :p ketemu sama diah yang diam2 menghanyutkan :p ketemu sama igo yang jutek banget sama gue ketemu sama nunu yang gak bisa diem kecuali di bis. ketemu audi yang suaranya bagus,ketemu riemas juga yang suka sotoy, ketemu mieke sama ratih yang gak bisa ngomong R :p dan yang lain yang gak mungkin gue discribe satu2 such as tika, tiara, utari, leni, pipit, iwan, fadhli, dimas, adrian, stepen, rahmawati, tasya, dilla, and also khaniya :) thanks guys for two best days ever :D
with love ♥
abcdzzz
birthday
HELLO BLOGGEY :D
mungkin telat bilang sekarang, but you should know that now I'M SIXTEEN
tanggal 20-02-2011 ♥
i had a lil party, i took some picture
here they are
with love ♥